i am torn... torn between the thoughts in my head and the emotions in my heart. between the evident misalignment of your words and your actions. between my will to keep fighting and my growing need to stop.
i am torn between my insecurities and the people who feed them. torn between the past and the present, the present and the future. torn between knowing what i want and wanting what i knew.
i am completely and utterly torn.
my heart can't break anymore. please stop breaking my heart.