Wednesday, January 17, 2007
walking through the library for the first time in a while made me realize just how much i missed reading. reading books i actually wanted to read because i picked them out myself and because i actually had the time to read them. i always say i never have time to read, but now that i think about it, i probably do have the time. maybe i've become too impatient to start reading a book for leisure. because then it feels like i'm wasting my time when i should be doing something else, something more important...like homework. has this what school has done to me? because every time i'm doing something other than homework, i worry that i didn't finish everything i needed to do. if i finish early, i have to quadruple check that everything is done and i can actually do something for myself. now is there something wrong with this picture or is there something wrong with this picture? i think there's something wrong with this picture. maybe i shouldn't blame school for this though. maybe it's just me. actually, it is me. i've come to the conclusion that i worry about this kind of stuff too much. i need to chill. seriously. ha, i wasn't always this way. too much worrying, not enough spontaneity. someone save me, please.